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I’m bored
1. Story of my last kiss
I can’t even remember kissing someone. Kissing people is awkward. I do not like kissing people actually. Well, I’m just not the type who kisses people a lot.
2. Missing anyone?
Well, I miss my mom cause she lives far away. I miss my relatives in the province. I miss my high school friends.
3. A fact about the person I like.
Well apparently, he isn’t real! He was only built in my imagination. No. He’s Zac Efron. He’s gorgeous and sexy. He has nice eyes and hair and abs that I would gladly touch.
4. Something I want to say to my ex.
I know you’re better off somewhere.
5. A fact about myself.
I’m bipolar. When I’m down in the dumps, I eat too much and drink and smoke and do drugs. I’m flawed and I do not like clingy people.
6. Something you wish you hadn’t changed.
Well, to be honest, I wish I hadn’t changed the first thing I wrote as my answer during an exam when actually that was the correct answer already.
7. Biggest regret.
Lying a lot.
8. Biggest regret whilst drunk.
Sitting beside you while I’m drunk and you’re drunker and we held hands and you lost control.
9. A wish.
I wish for eternal happiness.
10. A “what if.”
What if he treats everybody the same way? Then I’m just another hopeless bitch waiting for him. But what if he feels the same way as I do and we just can’t express what we feel in the right way. We’re just messed up as fuck.
11. Something you want to get off your chest.
There are people that you like when you’re in the mood but hate at times as well. You can’t please everybody. How pissed will you be when you’re having the best day of your life and this person walks in and ruins everything. What the fuck, attention seeker whore. You can’t even take a joke. You mess up this society when it’s already messed up actually. Fuck Fuck Fuck I wish I could read your mind so I could stop over thinking things and avoid this catastrophe.
12. Something you wish you didn’t lie about.
Nothing. All my lies are worth it.
13. Dream date.
Surprise me.
14. What’s been getting you down recently.
Knowing that I’ve been treated the same and I do not have the right to feel special cause he is such a wuss! I should stop over thinking things. It fucking ruins everything! I have been believing I was special but I think I’m not. What the fuck why can’t you just say it! You fucker!
15. If you could change one thing in your life, what would it be?
A lot of people would say nothing, if I was given a chance, I would change everything and make every moment perfect. Fuck what you think!!
